dO LOvE CaME aNd GO????

reMember oUr SpecIaL pRay??

2004-11-23T09:37:00.000+08:00

oUR SpEcIaL PrAyeR!!!!!!

These are our wishes, our dreams,
that we may always be more than
close; that nothing will came
between the bond we share.
That i will always be there for you,
as you will be for me.
That we listen with love.
That we share truths
and treasured memories.
that we will trust and talk things out.
that we will understand.
that wherever you go, you will be in my heart,
and your hand will be
in my hand

somEthiNg To Say......

2004-11-23T09:09:00.000+08:00

the plant dat is wif me now is growin well n fast till i haf to change the pot soon or later it will die cuz the root cant grow long....will let u see yourself if u come my house 1 day.....

bkn mase tu i nk gaduh atau bertengkak dgn u tapi i rase akit ati....i call selalu u tk angkat...msg u pun tk jawab cume smlm baru u start pick up my call n reply my msg....maybe like u tell me yesterday u tdo siang...i hope so wat ever u say is true...
i miss our relation...i realise dat we re together but mcm tk...both of us buat hal masing2....im wif my frns n u wif yours n werk too....kalau boleh i nk we start a fresh....do wat we suppose to do n learn mistake from the past...

my mistake for being too close wif my fren..mane mane gi kwn...mane mane gi kwn....nalways wif dem....sori....i try to change it...

i tot of spendin time wif u b4 i wen SARAWAK with my uncle n nenek for 1 week plus....im leaving on the 3 dec n only coming back on the 11 or 12 dec....i dun wish to go actuali cuz its seem so bored 3 of us pergi...but i haf to accompany my nenek...unless i fine replacement ah...i tell u more ah if der any changers k...

mY eyeLitS Re sTiLl OpEn WidE....
juZ cAnt StOp ThiNkiNg oF u.....
EVerY LittLe thiNg i Do,i RemmEmBeR U...
EvEry PouNd Of My hEartBeaT Is SAyINg...
'I, RAIHANA WILL ALWAYS LOVE U,HAFIZ!!!!!'

im sori

2004-11-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

asal u act weird lately????? wat haf i dun.....im sori if i sakit kn ur hati wout knowin....ppl make mistake...sori...sori...sori....i cant find a way how to get thru u....msg u nv reply call u nv pick up...maybe i msg or call at the wrong timing...i dunno...plz plz if u wan to break the pot can jus tell me straight dun avoid urself...plz..........................................................
i jus wan u ans all d ques dats in my mind now....................................
plz.........................................

Hendak seribu daya tank nak seribu dalih

2004-10-08T02:12:00.000+08:00

Have you ever heard people saying....."Hendak seribu daya, Tak nak seribu dalih" Once you set your mind to it you will chandge it's just a matter of time once you set your mind to change.
You got to think we cant continue communicate like this, kita tinggal dekat, satu skola ade no. talipon lagi org yang di rantauan pon kadang2 talipon skarang dah canggih pakai web cam lagi....

Kita bukan di rantauan.... Same2 tinggal kat Singapore area jurong... what makens you want to communicate like this?? i bukan nye makan orang, nape dah bosan tgk muka i?? i'm trying my best to spend more time with you. You macam ni lagi buat i makin risau, resah gelisah.

I haven't had enought sleep lately thingking about you, thingking about us.... where are we going with this relation?? sanggup ke you tengok i gi skola ngan mate kuyu?? hidup tak tentu arah, thats why i've been skipping skool lately pasal bangun lambat..... hari-hari tdo kol 3 kol 4 kadang-kadang tak tdo....

Just set your mind to it lah... berubah, kalau dulu mase kawan kerap berbual kat fone skarang tak kan nak kai type kat blog ni je??

You boleh ckp i ni membebel je kat sini, you ingat i suke ke ikat perhubungan tapi buat hal masing-masng?? you tak rase ke bila you kelua ngan kawan2 bebas then at one time you teringat you attached??

I tak tau ape lagi nak cakap kat you lah. Kadang2 i rase macm kita ni ade 2watak tau. Seriously i bosan tau hidup macam ni ikat you abih i rase macam u tak bebas.... Every sec of my life i kept thinking....Tolong lah you kalau you masih ade rase syg kat i berubah lah, i tak memaksa tapi satu je you kene ingat, tanya diri you ape yang you nak dalam hidop you.

Kalau i tak sayang kan u, i won't make a decision to change to a new pot..... you fikir lah sendiri
I'm giving you all the time in the world to think deep inside ask your self

i jus dunno y........

2004-10-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

seriously...u have never change...but i have....
my time is always pack with lots of stuf..... skrg i dpt rase kn i penting kan frens den my own guy.....entah....dunno y...im totally sori if i reali cant change back myself like before...i dun know if i have try or not......but like i say once it totally der its hard hard to change....but nv try we nv know........SIGH!!!!!!!!!!

im totally sorrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyy.....the pot we wish for have some crackkkkkk.......

LoVeLy DaY BuT bOrIng

2004-10-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

Lovely day today time passes by quickly but boring cos i had no chance to talk to my baby as she's away.....
hope you are here in my arms cos i misses you so the very much.... Who to blame?? must blame it on my self... i dont spend time with her that much that she decided to make herself buzy and when i'm free now she's alwrady occupied.....HaaaaaAAAaaaaizzzzzzZZZzzz can't wait to meet you in school baby

EvEn new PotzzZZzzz noT sUiTaBlE fOr ThE PlaNt In ThE bEgiNNing

2004-09-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

How can i say i'm not jealous?? let's be frank every human was born in this world sure to have a fealing of jealousy may be not much but sure there's some in u, am i right?? HmmmMMMMMmmmm............ jealous of course but i believe you know your limits and i trust you.

However don't betray my trust, dont make me snatch your freedom that you have now! I guess this is just the beginning and we can improve this transformation. We need to spend time together talk about it face to face not in this situation.....

You just simply want me to get this blogg going don't u??

oUR SpEcIaL PrAyeR!!!!!!

2004-09-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

These are our wishes, our dreams,
that we may always be more than
close; that nothing will came
between the bond we share.
That i will always be there for you,
as you will be for me.
That we listen with love.
That we share truths
and treasured memories.
that we will trust and talk things out.
that we will understand.
that wherever you go, you will be in my heart,
and your hand will be
in my hand

wE HaF cHaNgE To NeW POTZZZZZZ

2004-09-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

at last we haf transfer ourself to d new pot....big and more comfortable one...but wat we expect and dream and wish for dun reali turn out good...each of us was busy wif our own things and seldom get to met or chat together....i guess i haf change ever since den iand i always make my frens as my first priority....and even ignore him at times...but actuali...i reali reali and reali miss him lotssssss... jus dat dun know how to show it...MmmMMMMMMMMmmmmm.....1 more ting bout all my guy frenzzzzz...i know at times his angry or maybe jus maybe he jealous...but i reali cant jus get rid of them........how???ands how??? also dunno.....im super close to dem....but dun wori no matter wat i know my limit...plz jus say out anything if u haf to say...

Fun But Tiring

2004-08-02T20:02:00.000+08:00

Inter Department has begun, played to match and we had 1 lost and a win. We can consider lucky, we still have a chance to qualify to the next round if we can win the next two matches. Kind of tired but still i had fun.

I had a lot of chances of scoring but too bad i don't have the touch of the striker, I'll strike harder in order to score a goal. I'm a defender what do u expect?? Scoring goals every matches fat hope!!

actual i just reach home, not sure when my bike will be ready.... I'm starting to feel sux taking bus to school. Got to get out so early, like today lesson starts @ 9 and i have to leave home by 8.30.....shish!!!

My mum calling me..... gota eat dinner now.... I'm feeling extremely hungry...... chiowz baby

My apology to all

2004-07-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

First of all i'm sorry to all for not updaitng all of you what's happning in my life but for sure i'll propose to hana tomorow right after NDP when we are counting stars, busy with school work and i'm struggling to complete my project.

Once again i'm sorry........

Inter Department!!!!

2004-07-14T20:11:00.000+08:00

Inter Department is just around the corner, my class mates and i gona make sure we get the title..... This is the golden chance to bring the name of PEG department and our class KP0301M to glory!

Well heart pain sia justnow when i went back with hana.... What ever she say to wati I'm determine to find out!! Just wait you hana....

Tomorrow gona be a long day for me and I'm not sure if I'm gona enter an entry tomorrow.... After class i got dance training @ ITE McPherson till 7pm then I'm going dinner.....

ok lah buzy got to wash my shirt or else i got no shirt to go to skool tomorrow....!!!

chiowzzz baby

2004-07-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

As prommised here's the full picture of the educated monkey i've found @ 1 of the rest hut @ ubin

It's hard to win a girl's heart

2004-07-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

TO find a girl and to fall for her is easy,
But to love her or for both parties to love each other
It's not as easy as 1 2 3.

today tiring day for me, went to e mosque to attend religious class in the morning @ 9, went home eat my brunch @ noon. Then i went out after brunch to collect my bike @ d workshop but i was disappointed, d apek told me d bike is not ready for collection.

Then went to sultan's mosque to fetch my aunt and sis, but then i was drag again to hear a talk....sux!!We then go to Raffles hospital for lunch.

Went to west coast to look for a car for my sis, my dad already ordered a Suzuki ingis. Cool car but then i don't think I'll be driving that car as often as I'm going to ride my bike.

Went home did a favor for hardi, i did ask miyah and she said she don't like hardi cos he's egoistic, irritating and she hates his attitude. Not true lah, but frankly sometimes he's irritating.

Any way am i supposed to call de right now?? cos hana said we r going to have a conference in 15mins time....arrr.... nvm they will text me when they need me.....

Suatu Masa

2004-07-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

Bagaimanakan Ku mula
Tiadakah kata-kata
Yang indah untuk diabadikan
Tiap wajah berkisah
Tiap madah Bererti
Manakah ilhamku

Cahya di matamu
Senyum di bibirmu
Mengukir seribu tanda pertanyaan
Mungkinkah kau jua dalam kerinduan
Di saat begini aku merindukan

Berhelai helai surat
Terbiar di depanku
Tak dapat aku utuskan
Ku ramas semua dan ku buangkan jauh
Dari pandangan
Lalu aku kesal
Ku kumpul semula
Tak dapat ku nyatakan apa yang ku rasa
Jika engkau tahu di dalam hatiku
Mungkinkah kau sahut jeritan batinku

Dengarkanlah panggilanku
Dengarkanlah lagu untukmu
Angin lalu kau sampaikan
Rasa rindu yang membara kepadanya

Warna warna cintaku
Kian pudar bersama
Malam yang gelap gelita
Apakah kau rasakan apa yang aku rasa
Atau kau tak endah
Tapi ku percaya
Semua telah tertulis
Dan niat suci ku takkan disiakan
Dan di suatu masa
Di hari yang indah
Ku hulur tanganku
Lalu kau terima

What a co-incident

2004-07-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

Went to school today and i took 157 to school, then i saw hana, z and Alfred but then hana didn't saw me in the bus... nvm dah biasa!! hahah like we used to be 6 months back.... Then when i was on my way home from BBDC i took 187 and again i saw hana but just like it happen in e morning she didn't saw me there sitting rite there watching her.....

It's kind of funny... But any way me and hana chill out @ a multi story carpark some where near JP, i think the night view @ e multi story carpark gona be cool just like what hana told me.... I just hope 1 night i would go up there and chill....

Today nothing much I've done lah the only thing is that i meet the head of PEG, and he wanted me and my two other friend to pursue the course to poly and that's what I'm thinking of. He even challenge us to do a project to be compete in an award, I'm not sure what award lah forget about it. I'M IN IT!!!!!! And i had to do C.I.P if i want to enter poly..... this is my goal!! poly here i come!!!!

I'm sorry to hurt you

2004-07-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

I didn't drop by for how long?? arrr nvm about that kind of busy and upset with my com lah... Even with high security level and full cautions still there's virus attacked my com.... I'm really pissed off by that and stress with my love live.

Today went home with hana, i gave her my first kiss to her. Then the tragedy strike, hana was saying that why not i go on with nurul for about a week and c, if can't get along then me n nurul go separate ways. And i only meant a joke but then she was upset when i say i've already tried to go on with nurul and it didn't go on well and we separated about a week after being together.

IT WAS ONLY A PUNKED!!! It's NOT that i really went along with nurul!!

Hana I'm sorry if i really hurt your feelings, i don't mean to. It's hard for me to hurt e feeling of someone i love, even harder for me to c you hurt!!

I'm SORRY dear, I've prepared for the worst, if it happen then i won't be in total shock...All i want is that for you to trust me and love me, i know it's hard for you to love me and hard for u to trust me after what i said but what i said tadi was only a punked!!

I don't know if i can live without you, it's true. But you jangan same kan i dgn lelaki lain I'm totally diff!!

All i hope for is that i can be with you and spend my happy moments together with you, what you said tadi when we were chilling out with de really hurt my feelings, when you say guys tend to forget his love 1 when they r serving NS it really hurts me.

There's lots of things i have to say but arrr hack care no 1 cares about my feelings any way, I'll just let it tear my heart into pieces and no 1 knows....

I LOVE YOU RAIHANA.....!!!

1st day in skwl

2004-07-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

Ok today my first day in skool, it was great but i have not seen a single july intake student but never the lest there's a new uniform on sale.

Nothing much happen today, just that i went to skwl with hana and went back with her. We chill out under a void deck and went home lah, i was shock when she say her friend have a crush on me..... OH MY GOD!!! I can go hey wire man... whats so special about me?? i went to skwl untidy and i'm just like any other guys... What ever it is i still love u Raihana Nur Bte Fauzi

Tiring day

2004-07-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today training was such a tiring one for us the motivators, but i'm glad that they made a slot to watch us dance personally to spot each of our dance mistake and i did well no mistake....!!

Nothing els to say lah, but the food was great lah but only for lunch. We ate nasi briani!! wohooo!!! nice food.... lunch wa sux lah but the onion ring was nice!!

Till my next entry!!

A trip to Pulau Ubin

2004-07-03T01:18:00.001+08:00

Ok here goes my entry, I'm not sure how long i can type my entry this time but for sure i had a lot of fun memories @ Pulau Ubin.

9.45am as usual I'm early, i meet hana and miah @ Lakeside last cabbin and there she goes again... Hana was late, but then when we've reach Jurong East, Hadi was even late. Like brother, like sister. We then reach Tanah Merah @ around 11am and we took bus service number 2 to Changi Village. We then continue the journey to Ubin by bum boats. Each has to pay $2 and that makes a total of $8, cos there's 4 of us.

Reach Ubin @ 12noon, wanted to have our brunch but luck wasn't on our side as the Malay food stall close on Friday. We went on with out food and rent 4 bikes, there @ Ubin bicycle renting is much more cheaper then those @ east Cost.

First stop basket ball court opposite Pulau Ubin's Community Center, ate our breads before we went on for our cycling, It's much more like tracking.

We covered almost all the island except for those prohibited or so called privet propety, the best place is @ Kekek quarry that's the most beautiful quarry i ever seen!!

Went back around 4 plus or 5, didn't went home straight. We went to Changi beach had a rest. @ first we wanted to count stars but then it didn't happen, @ 6.30pm we wash up and prepare to go back home. Had our dinner @ Changi Village before went home and i reach home @ 11pm.

I've posted some pictures that we took on our outing yesterday on the 2nd of July 2004

2004-07-03T01:18:00.000+08:00

Best friend 4 ever eh miah eh....!!!

2004-07-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

Brother and sister, living in the city trying to survive in the kampong enviroment

2004-07-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hana, full of style... keep it up gurl!!

2004-07-03T01:12:00.001+08:00

Is he hungry or just a tipical Singaporean?

2004-07-03T01:12:00.000+08:00

This was the best sinery we've seen through out our journy...

2004-07-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

Wow!! Just look @ miah, 100% full constration

2004-07-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

From left, Hadi, Hilmiah, Hana and Hafiz. And together we are the "H-Powers" let our power combine!!

2004-07-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

An educated monkey was found eating a bread when we were resting @ one of the rest hut

2004-06-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

Mamat gila moto, basikal pon jadi lah!!!

2004-06-30T16:17:00.000+08:00

Raihan gangster kampong dusun!!!

2004-06-30T16:16:00.000+08:00

Boy jadi gurl, gurl jadi boi!! Raihana jadi Raihan, Hadi jadi Idah

I'm a happy man!!!

2004-06-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

Wohooooo......!! i've pass.....!! @ last i've pass on my 3rd TP. Ok now left 1 wish have been strike off!! next my vespa but my uncle suggest that i buy Yamaha Power cup.... I realy 1 2 buy Vespa!

Confuse!!!!!

2004-06-29T02:09:00.000+08:00

I'm totaly confuse. Nurul, Hana.... Hana feel guilty of wat?? of giving me alot of hope?? i don't know. Nurul, She's dissapointed when i told her about this... I realy need a way out of this, I don't 1 2 hurt any of this girls fealings. I'm looking foward 4 a long term relation with a gurl, let either 1 of this girls accompany me till d end of my life. I don't 1 2 have any more break up. I just need a girl and i 1 2 settle down that's it.... GOD pls help!!!!!!!!

Never look back when you are in front....

2004-06-28T15:43:00.000+08:00

Once you are in front, never look back. That's the secret of success, cos when you look back the past memories will pull u back down to the ground and that's when you'll fail.

Today is such a boring day for me, no 1 @ home and the best part is there's no food..... damn hell I'm hungry.

Not much happen today so my entry is short, just wait till tomorrow I'm sure lots of thing happen..... Till i c ya again....

Mistake....mistake...mistake!!!!!

2004-06-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

To day i relise i've made a big mistake in my life the biggest mistake ever.... that is to love someone who is broken hearted.... i'm sorry Hana to put u in this situation.... we still friends rite??

2004-06-27T13:28:00.000+08:00

This are my friends, motivators friends. We are also performing a dance item for you guys and we'll motivate you to groove with the party on August 9.... C ya then!!

Never say love when you don't mean it

2004-06-27T12:44:00.000+08:00

"Love" just a four letter word can make a different in someone's life. So before u say "Love" think about it are you sure about it??
Just by saying "LOVE" a person can be sad or happy. So before you say it, think about it!!!

Today is the first combine training, kind of excited about it and in the same time i feel tired. My whole body is aching.... Awarrrhh!! Any one who is kind enough to massage me??? pleasssss!!! Pity-pity pleas....

Any way this is my first performance, never been a run in the last year and this year I'm a dancers..... How's that for a rookie? Never the less I'm enjoying my self there, dancing with my friends.

Want to know e song that I'm going to dance for you people?? "na na na...., na na na.... nananannanan na..." Can't tell ya lah hehehehe just wait till the day comes 9 August 2004!!!!

Ok, ok cut the crap, till here guys, after my training today i may be or my be not enter another entry..... So just keep a look on this Webb lah ok..... To all my friends "I LOVE U GUYS" (love as a friend only ar not more then that) ahem...ahem.... Except for u know who lah I've been telling u all about her here...

Love is blind

2004-06-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

Love is blind, it doesn't looks @ races, age height and weight.
When people are in love what counts is trust in each other and care. That's the secret to love!!

today's' training was great i remembered the dance steps and i remembered the formations that's great. We undergo only six training and what i think is that we've done well.

Ok for me today was a bit boring as Raihana wasn't around and i was day dreaming through out my journey home with miya, hardi and miya's friend.

The truth is i miss u lah Raihana Nur Bte Fauzi!!!
Till my next entry chowzz baby....

2004-06-26T01:02:00.000+08:00

Just ended my conversation with Raihana, I don't know why I feel easy when I talk to her. Today is tottaly different, I called dede and his fone was off, what happen??

I feel that I still have to keep on playing my game with her and makesure that she dosen't treat me as a friend cos I totaly in love with her. What she said was true lah we never talk in school for the last 6months and now we like close to each other. How are we going to face each other in skool for the next 6months after the skool opens on 5July?? But no matter what surely i'll approch her and talk to her lah, for sure when u are in love with some one, u will talk to ur crush rite?? so that's what i'm gona do lah.
I wont meet her tomorow, gona miss her man...

For sure I'll know you will be reading this, i know u'll feel uneasy when you read my entry. This is true lah i realy in love with you...

Never forget your happy moments

2004-06-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

When we are sad, surely there's a scare left behind.
When we are happy, sometimes we tend to forget those happy moments which are not as happy as our new experience.

Well today i feel bad because i was supposed to meet hana @ 12noon @ Clementi MRT station for lunch, but it turn out bad. I was late because of the opponent team came late and e game ended @ 12.30pm, i meet hana @ 12.40pm and dede came @ 1pm. Poor my dear kene tunggu for 1hour, I'm sorry dear.

After lunch dede had to go to work, miya, hana and me went to the park @ Lakeside to chill out. We had a great time there, poor dede, he missed out the fun.

Tomorrow dear won't be able to attend the dance training, gona miss ya dear. Love u dear..

2004-06-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

Ok this is me and my darling hana, well i've always wanted to get to know her when i 1st saw her in skool and now i've alwrady know her. She's a great gurl, i have a crush on her lah

Posted by Hello

2004-06-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

Ok this is dede and miya, what a cute couple they are. Dede is my best buddy, dede and miya i meet them when i was in a 1 and the half day motivators camp on the 5th and 6th june

Posted by Hello

Plans ruin

2004-06-24T18:13:00.000+08:00

Ok today my plan was to go Wild Wild Wet with my fren but since dede crush(miah) grand dad pass away then we have to cancel it, I feel sorry for Miah. I hope you're ok eh miah?? Yang pergi biarkan ia pergi yang hidop terus kan perjalanan hidop ni. Don't be sad lah girl ok.

Then we plan to just chill out together just to make miah feel better after her grand dad pass away, we were supposed to meet @ Lakeside MRT station @ 3.30pm but then hana msg me and told me that she had to run an errant for her dad. But for miah I've msg her but she didn't receive my msg... How could that be?? No matter how advance the technology is there are still weakness.

Dede and me still chill out @ the park beside Lakeide MRT station
I kind of pithy him lah, he came all the way from woodlands. We had a great time chatting, share some jokes and sing. It's kind of awkward if we didn't sing when we chill out.

Rumlah hidop

Yang hilang akan berganti,
Yang patah akan tumbuh lagi,
Itulah resam dunia.

So don't cry over something that has gone, go on with life, move forward may be you'll find something better in e future

Is she playing my game?

2004-06-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

Well people I've came back with this new blog, Kind of lazy to blog the last time. Now I'm not sure what makes me want to create a new blog. Ok people about the title I had a crush on a girl but I just wont publish her name here. I've been trying to get her to play my game, and yesterday when we went home together we were like very the close, holding hands, laughting together and what I've been thinking is that she's playing my game lah.

I'm not rely sure so I'll have to continue playing this game with her. She's like an angle to me, when I 1st saw her enter the school I was like awahhhhh!!! What a sweet angle she is. She's my junior but who cares love doesn't counts age.

Love Life

Living without love is like living without goals